I realize I have really neglected my blog. I was talking to Autumn this week and said "I really need to get on and write again." She laughed and said it was funny that I talked like it was a chore. It definantly is not, but life keeps getting in the way it seems, and I just haven't taken the time to sit and write. Until now. :)
My thoughts have honestly been on people this week or so. There are so many kinds of people...Funny people, Smart people, Dumb as rocks people, Kind people, Giving people, Hard-working people, Rude people, Jack-of-trades people, and so on...and of course there are people who encompase many traits.
But the kind of people I have been thinking deeply about are the people in my life who I can't help but respect and love. There are some people out there who are just amazing, and I'm grateful to say I know many of them. These people have hearts of gold. They truely know how to care about others, and even more, they know how to live. They are wise in their own ways. They come from all walks of life. Poor, rich, old, and young. They simply astonish me, and I find myself learning from there very quiet examples.
My gracious Eternal Father has for some reason seen fit to place these angels in my life. I have met them at times where life was good and happy, and at times when everything seemed dark and hopeless. Some came for a season and time and reason, others have stayed in my life for years. These people are family, friends, confidants, mentors, and sometimes just patient ears and loving arms. I am so filled with love and deep emotion as I think about them.
I could tell so many stories about these people. I could tell about one friend who was there for me when all I seemed to do was call her and cry and cry, relieving my heart to her and probably neglecting her needs because all I could see were mine. I could tell about one friend who came to my rescue at 6 in the morning when I had no place to sleep, or about the friend who had me live with her for months, trying to give me the chance to find out who I was. I could tell about the friends who surprised me for my birthday even though they were all tired and worn-out that night. I could tell about the friends who just seem to cheer me up, make me laugh, and bask in moments of happiness. I could tell about the friends who taught me about myself, and helped me discover life. My parents...my brothers...the rocks of my life. The amazing people who have stood by me through thick and thin. They help me believe in myself, and give me hope and joy. So many stories and memories...but even if I were to tell them all, I'd fail to convey the impact on my life.
People....wonderful, wonderful people. This life can be a hard and difficult place, but with people like this on the road, it seems to be a fun walk to travel. I love these people. I respect these people. I need them all.
-Somtin' Girl
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Choices....dang.
Decision making.....It can be a scary process. How do you make a choice between good and exciting paths??
Within the last month or so, I've re-connected with different parts of my soul. I've begun to feel a deep longing and urge to pursue and develop traits and talents of mine. I'm longing for change, adventure, and success. I'm constantly praying now, and searching for answers. Should I make the jump and take the chance? What if it really is the wrong path to take? What if I miss out on other more important things??
I want happiness in my life. I've tried to do everything I can to bring happiness and joy into my life. At this moment, I have found a profound sense of peace. A peace that for so long I was seeking for. Not everything in my life is the way I wish it could be, and there is a lot of unkown factors that I have no control over, but I am calm. I have a good outlook on the future. I'm trusting in Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.
I don't want to mess with this feeling. I've learned that the only way to really have happiness is by following the path that Heavenly Father want's me to walk. So what road is next for me? Where would He have me go?? And how will I really know?
So much to think about...so much to ponder and debate. What will I do? What does the next chapter of my story tell?
Thoughts anyone...????
Within the last month or so, I've re-connected with different parts of my soul. I've begun to feel a deep longing and urge to pursue and develop traits and talents of mine. I'm longing for change, adventure, and success. I'm constantly praying now, and searching for answers. Should I make the jump and take the chance? What if it really is the wrong path to take? What if I miss out on other more important things??
I want happiness in my life. I've tried to do everything I can to bring happiness and joy into my life. At this moment, I have found a profound sense of peace. A peace that for so long I was seeking for. Not everything in my life is the way I wish it could be, and there is a lot of unkown factors that I have no control over, but I am calm. I have a good outlook on the future. I'm trusting in Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.
I don't want to mess with this feeling. I've learned that the only way to really have happiness is by following the path that Heavenly Father want's me to walk. So what road is next for me? Where would He have me go?? And how will I really know?
So much to think about...so much to ponder and debate. What will I do? What does the next chapter of my story tell?
Thoughts anyone...????
Monday, October 19, 2009
Good Men: We Need Them
Yesterday I went with Maman (french for Mom if you didn't know), to Ft. Lauderdale to see my older brother; right now he is working on the Princess Cruise Line as a Jazz musician (he's Amazing, as soon as I can I'll create links to some of his music).
After picking him up from the usuall "Walgreens Renedvouz" we cruised on over to P.F. Chang's to enjoy my first ever dining experience at that particular restraunt. We caught up on a month of going ons (which is a book in of itself) and partook of pretty darn good chinese. Once lunch was over, we walked into the adjoing mall and took residence on a couple of rocking seats with a view of the city streets.
As we talked, conversation turned to the topic of men, and I voiced my growing opinion that most men today have taken a very lazy disposition, prefering to let the women be assertive and come to them. Such tactics creates concern (and need I say, disgust) in me; the way I see it, Men, by nature, should know how to go after what they want and be willing to fight for a women. Not the other way around.
In reply to my remarks, Trevor (in his opinionated and impactful way) said,
"That's because women have chosen to be assertive, and they make it pretty clear that they Don't Need Us."
Well, my brother, point well taken; however, I decided to take this chance to make a statement that I think needs to be heard.
Women DO NEED Men! We need, especially: GOOD MEN!
It's truely unfourtnuate that today, women don't understand what they derserve. We often allow ourselves to become involved with less than ideal boys, who use us when it's convienient, allow us to give them our hearts, and then bale when things get too serious. As a result, we become heart-broken, hardnened and NEGATIVE. In our minds we form the opinion that ALL men our jerks and we're better off without them. I can say, that I myself have wallowed in this self-pittying mindset.
Thankfully, I know better now. So much better. It's my fault that I allowed myself to be used in such a way, and that I wasn't strong enough to say "I deserve better. And Better is out there." I've realized, that really I do want and need a good man. A loving man. A caring man. Someone who will be able to treasure me and treat me with respect. Someone who will cherish the heart I give him, and in return give me his.
I have faith that such men are out there. Ladies, trust me, they are not all gone. WE just need to be patient, trust in the Greatest Man of all, even our Lord and God, and hold out until a True Man fights for our love. I've seen these men. I know these men. My father, my brothers, My grandfathers, uncles, and cousins, are all examples of AMAZING MEN. I even have a couple dear friends, and yes even ex's, that I would give this title too. It is these men who have proven to me, by their examples, words, and deeds, that I can hope for and must expect that I will find a True Man.
To all the men and boys who read this, I ask first that you forgive the sensless rantings of spurned, angry, and in every way, hurt women. In reality, all we dream about is finding love. All we pray for is gaining the admiration and affection of your hearts. Don't give up on us. Don't fall back into the world's view of how men should be. Be strong. Be good. Rise up and show us that we can trust you, and that you're worth everything.
WE truely do need you.
-Somtin'Girl
After picking him up from the usuall "Walgreens Renedvouz" we cruised on over to P.F. Chang's to enjoy my first ever dining experience at that particular restraunt. We caught up on a month of going ons (which is a book in of itself) and partook of pretty darn good chinese. Once lunch was over, we walked into the adjoing mall and took residence on a couple of rocking seats with a view of the city streets.
As we talked, conversation turned to the topic of men, and I voiced my growing opinion that most men today have taken a very lazy disposition, prefering to let the women be assertive and come to them. Such tactics creates concern (and need I say, disgust) in me; the way I see it, Men, by nature, should know how to go after what they want and be willing to fight for a women. Not the other way around.
In reply to my remarks, Trevor (in his opinionated and impactful way) said,
"That's because women have chosen to be assertive, and they make it pretty clear that they Don't Need Us."
Well, my brother, point well taken; however, I decided to take this chance to make a statement that I think needs to be heard.
Women DO NEED Men! We need, especially: GOOD MEN!
It's truely unfourtnuate that today, women don't understand what they derserve. We often allow ourselves to become involved with less than ideal boys, who use us when it's convienient, allow us to give them our hearts, and then bale when things get too serious. As a result, we become heart-broken, hardnened and NEGATIVE. In our minds we form the opinion that ALL men our jerks and we're better off without them. I can say, that I myself have wallowed in this self-pittying mindset.
Thankfully, I know better now. So much better. It's my fault that I allowed myself to be used in such a way, and that I wasn't strong enough to say "I deserve better. And Better is out there." I've realized, that really I do want and need a good man. A loving man. A caring man. Someone who will be able to treasure me and treat me with respect. Someone who will cherish the heart I give him, and in return give me his.
I have faith that such men are out there. Ladies, trust me, they are not all gone. WE just need to be patient, trust in the Greatest Man of all, even our Lord and God, and hold out until a True Man fights for our love. I've seen these men. I know these men. My father, my brothers, My grandfathers, uncles, and cousins, are all examples of AMAZING MEN. I even have a couple dear friends, and yes even ex's, that I would give this title too. It is these men who have proven to me, by their examples, words, and deeds, that I can hope for and must expect that I will find a True Man.
To all the men and boys who read this, I ask first that you forgive the sensless rantings of spurned, angry, and in every way, hurt women. In reality, all we dream about is finding love. All we pray for is gaining the admiration and affection of your hearts. Don't give up on us. Don't fall back into the world's view of how men should be. Be strong. Be good. Rise up and show us that we can trust you, and that you're worth everything.
WE truely do need you.
-Somtin'Girl
Joining the Craze
I finally joined the crazy world of Blogging. Heaven Help Me.
Watch out everyone this is going to be a window into something you'd never expect. I'm going to tell it how it is. How I see it. What's real to me, with no caution what so ever. This is gonna be me, straight up.
So forgive me if gramatically I forget all rules, and if somethimes I revert to unorthodox slang, but that's part of me just like artistic and poetic prose hold's it's place in my soul. As a result, I'm sure this blog will be a mixture of both.
I apologize upfront if I ever say anything that is taken offensively by some, I don't ever purposfully say anything that will be taken in such a way. My thoughts are simply my own. I don't state them to cause controversy or debate, nor do I believe that they are purely right. They are simply what I'm feeling, and what I'm thinking. Glimpses into my complex and intricate thought system. I'll warn you, up to this point, only few have have experienced them.
With warnings and disclaimers out of the way, I guess it's time get going. Hopefully all who read will enjoy my musings. Feel free to comment, give advise, and even bring up points of topic to discuss. I'm gladly open to talk about almost ANY subject.
-Somtin'Girl
Watch out everyone this is going to be a window into something you'd never expect. I'm going to tell it how it is. How I see it. What's real to me, with no caution what so ever. This is gonna be me, straight up.
So forgive me if gramatically I forget all rules, and if somethimes I revert to unorthodox slang, but that's part of me just like artistic and poetic prose hold's it's place in my soul. As a result, I'm sure this blog will be a mixture of both.
I apologize upfront if I ever say anything that is taken offensively by some, I don't ever purposfully say anything that will be taken in such a way. My thoughts are simply my own. I don't state them to cause controversy or debate, nor do I believe that they are purely right. They are simply what I'm feeling, and what I'm thinking. Glimpses into my complex and intricate thought system. I'll warn you, up to this point, only few have have experienced them.
With warnings and disclaimers out of the way, I guess it's time get going. Hopefully all who read will enjoy my musings. Feel free to comment, give advise, and even bring up points of topic to discuss. I'm gladly open to talk about almost ANY subject.
-Somtin'Girl
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